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Unstable - Progression :iconsarasa224:Sarasa224 2 2
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The Struggle of an Unstable Mind
Let’s break the limit of your mind.
Go where you thought was only fantasy.
Come and have a blast,
See how hard you’ll laugh.
There is an uncommon taste in your mouth…
That acidic saliva you droll all over yourself;
It is so overwhelming, it makes you feel sick.
The need of something between your teeth is imminent
And the blood of foolish people seems just right.
You still feel sick, but you laugh anyway.
How long can you really contain this feeling of being far too astray?
The body you have does not seem to respond.
Laugh, shake, smile, walk; nothing is stable.
In fact, you wish you could finally lose it all.
For some reason you still hold on,
And you curse yourself for being either too weak or either too strong.
This fight shall forever go on;
Always on the edge, but never really fall.
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Unstable :iconsarasa224:Sarasa224 11 4 Roots of Evil - Request 5 :iconsarasa224:Sarasa224 3 3 Playing with Fire - Request OC 4 :iconsarasa224:Sarasa224 5 9 Request 3 - Sandy Cheeks and Sheila :iconsarasa224:Sarasa224 2 3 Love at First Sight (Request 2 - Pip Bernadotte) :iconsarasa224:Sarasa224 7 17 Ama no Rika - Request :iconsarasa224:Sarasa224 3 12
Literature
I am Insane
Neither your kindness, nor your love can save me now.
I have told you so many times before,
I am insane! I am insane!  
So just walk away, cause I don’t want to set you ablaze.
The beast you see cannot be tamed.
Please stop! You can’t heal my pain.
I have told you so many times before,
I am insane! I am insane!
This is a constant fight against myself.
Seeing you worried about this makes everything worse,
Oh! I fear I might lose control.
Please step aside, I could never forgive me.
I am insane! I am insane!
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Not Bad Kid - Final version (Sol Badguy) :iconsarasa224:Sarasa224 2 7 Not Bad Kid - Unfinished :iconsarasa224:Sarasa224 4 12 Rick Sanchez :iconsarasa224:Sarasa224 2 7
Mature content
Who Let Insanity Out? :iconsarasa224:Sarasa224 1 3
Quiet Night in Ishgard (Sarasa X Aymeric) :iconsarasa224:Sarasa224 2 8
Literature
Where is my doctor?
Where is my doctor?
I feel on the edge and I’m not sure why
Thinking about how abnormal it is makes me wanna scream and cry
Instead I look those around me in deep terror
Do I look just fine?
Are they mad because I can’t make a smile right?
Too many stupid questions and it’s driving me insane.
Why can’t I just fake and hide the pain?
Doctor! Doctor! Something is not right!
I still feel on the edge and I’m not sure why
I have this urge to hurt myself every time I see myself as a failure
You see doctor, I hear your voice once in a while
Telling me how brainless and hideous I am
And suddenly my treatment has no effect and I can’t stop the hate that I have
Finally here comes my smile
Since there is no point to hide
The fact that we all look at each other in despise
However we got something in common
Our aversion toward the disgrace that I am.
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Mature content
Treatment for Hysteria :iconsarasa224:Sarasa224 2 5

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Sarasa224
Bleh
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Canada
Heyyyy! Welcome on my Deviantart!

I do some drawings for fun once in a while. However, I never post on a regular basis. As you can see I am a big fan of Faust from Guilty Gear! :D +GG+ Faust Lover Stamp by Metana

I'm from the province of Quebec so I eat poutine and I speak french! x) Please note that I eat poutine and not Poutine... thank you! <3

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Unstable - Progression
Hello,

I am working bit by bit on this little baby. I just wanted to show you how the colouring was doing. Thanks to :iconsilvermonki: for the silliest colouring session I had. XD
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Let’s break the limit of your mind.
Go where you thought was only fantasy.
Come and have a blast,
See how hard you’ll laugh.

There is an uncommon taste in your mouth…
That acidic saliva you droll all over yourself;
It is so overwhelming, it makes you feel sick.
The need of something between your teeth is imminent
And the blood of foolish people seems just right.

You still feel sick, but you laugh anyway.
How long can you really contain this feeling of being far too astray?
The body you have does not seem to respond.
Laugh, shake, smile, walk; nothing is stable.
In fact, you wish you could finally lose it all.

For some reason you still hold on,
And you curse yourself for being either too weak or either too strong.
This fight shall forever go on;
Always on the edge, but never really fall.
The Struggle of an Unstable Mind
I had no time to draw at work, so this came out. I am exhausted and I need some sleep. When I'm too tired and that I cannot sleep, I tend to lose my mind like last night, but last night was quite something.
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Unstable
The doctor is back my friends! This time, looks like Stein from Soul Eater took a part of the scene! You know, I'm in love with insane characters struggleling against themself. I guess I feel them too much. Amyroseater Emoticon 5 Well, I guess I'm not the only one finding those quite charming. Pearl Emote 31 Again, I draw this during my free time at work. I'm glad with how it came out, but I know that the colored version will kick asses! (Please don't screw up Sarasa!)

Stein is from Soul Eater and Faust from Guilty Gear! I had the idea from that AMV I watch often...maybe too often! xD www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQCKOb…

More Guilty Gear related stuff should come in the next few weeks... I have a silly idea...and I blame :iconsilvermonki: for this! :P
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Hello everyone,

 

It has been a while, I know. A lot of things happened in my life these last weeks, so I kinda have disappeared from DA. If you go see my other journals, there is a few about my ferrets that I was supposed to give to someone I could trust, but I never was able to make the move. So, I still had Alice and Mia with me. Yes…I had…I did not want to remember the date at first, but I just verified: my dear Alice died on November 20 2016 of a horrible and tragic death. Time passes, but I still find myself guilty of many things. To be honest, I should have gone to the veterinary and maybe she’d by alive now… I saw sings of something, but she looked like she was good and well by the way she acted. I was thinking: maybe she is just getting old!... But when I saw her in a crisis similar to an epileptic one, it was too late… We (me and my boyfriend) drove as fast as we could to the veterinary, crying of despair to see her suffer like this…and then she was gone… I said ‘’T’as abandonné, Alice?’’ translated ‘’You gave up, Alice?’’ … We were on the highway… I could never forget… My boyfriend asked me ‘’ What’s going on?’’ I think I screamed for one of the first time at him in 2 years ‘’ SHE’S DEAD!!!’’ with tears overflowing my face. I never realized how fast we were going, but I felt the car slow down a lot, saw my boyfriend hit something with his hand and started to cry so much… We were really in a dangerous situation, so I told him to take the next exit somewhere. But my boyfriend is such a sensible man… I felt he could not hear me; lost in his sadness… So I panicked and yelled at him again ( something I never do…something I never want to do again)… We had no accident, but… Alice was still dead… I dream of her a lot since. I dream that I’ve lost her (physically) and I do everything to get her back…

 

Then, of course, everything in life was getting difficult. I was mourning her a lot, this is a normal phase when you lose someone you love. I had already anxiety problems, but they got worse. I decided that it was enough to make people around me suffer because I could not even deal with myself. I went to see a doctor, sadly not Faust…But she’s a nice one, I’m glad to have her to help me. So I am now on medication until I can have access to a therapy and the first few weeks went well. I had some plans; I had almost no phase of panic… I felt like I woke up from months of which I forgot how to live. Motivation came back, unbelievable! I planned to go see :iconsilvermonki: and to finally go to university next September! Mia was still alive and needed love to forget the pain to not see the ferret that was his lover for 4 years. (Yeah, Mia is a male, weird story about that…xD) I had the chance to take care of a ferret I had to give because of too strong allergic reactions and an amazing cat for a week. I felt bad to let him alone when they were gone, so I looked for a cat…and…I saw that baby ferret… BUT I’M ALERGIC! I stayed in front of her cage for hours, bagging my boyfriend to accept her in our family. I saw his temptation, but refused because of my allergy and because he also feels guilty for the death of Alice. ''Don't she reminnd you Alice'', I say. ''Yeah, too much'', he said. He went away, I stayed there a while again, talking with a girl who worked there had ferrets herself. Then she say: ‘’ I won’t hide it, I’d be very happy that you bring her with you…many people buy pets without knowing anything and just abandon them…’’ That warmed my heart. However, I was thinking about all the mistakes I’ve done with ferrets, about Alice’s death, about the ferret I had to give from too much allergy reactions last year…about my boyfriend who refused to take her (but still wanted inside)… Well, she is part of our family now since a month! :) However, Mia got sick…really sick… I’ll skip details, but he had to be hospitalized for 2 days because his sugar level was too low… I could not accept to lose him like I’ve lost Alice not so long ago… I paid around 1500$ CAN of veterinary… Consider I make around 800$ CAN by two weeks… We had good news at first, he was getting better and all… but… they discovered he had another cancer… Insulinoma. In short, his pancreas don’t work anymore…and it can’t be cured! I heard the news, and I could not sleep…  We don’t know how much time he has left, but he is under medication which will help him stabilize his sugar level.  He did not wanted to eat on his own the first week, so I had to go feed him each 4 hours.

 

So…why did I disappear? Because I worked 40 hours and more a week, I have a ferret to which I had to give medications each morning and evening and + feeding him each 4 hours (which was impossible since I work 8 hours straight a day) AND I have a new ferret to take care of. She was only 2 months old when I got her and I have to educate her. I feel really lucky, because she stopped to bite us to blood after only 3 days! :D I want to be the best mommy ferret possible with Tempête. I want that my 5 years of experience serves help her to be a happy ferret, so I can be proud of both of us. I won’t hide you, I took some free time on my own and played FFXIV to relax and explore the new update. By the way, I would also love to have the time to play FFXV as well, I love it!

 

So yeah, all this took over DA and many things around me. However, there will be a change next week. I decided to work only 4 days per week instead of 5. I will have more time for me, my ferrets, my boyfriend, maybe…try to remake contact with friends?... and finally, I’d like to go back at drawing again! I already got something in mind since a while… On this, I wish you a good day/evening/night and I am sorry if you have been disturbed by my dramatic long text. There is hope, I might not have the chance to go see my lovely friend :iconsilvermonki: this year, but I’ll do my best to stand up for whatever awaits me in 2017.

Peace and take care!   

  • Listening to: Devin Townsend Project
  • Reading: About ferrets
  • Watching: Ferrets...xD
  • Playing: Final Fantasy XIV
  • Eating: My lunch at work
  • Drinking: Water
Roots of Evil - Request 5
It took forever to finaly take the time to do the last request. (More work to do, health issues, my ferret's death)...
When I started it, I just wanted to shred it. However, it became way better than I thought. The problem was to change the artstyle to be able to add more details, but to keep elements that are dear to the fans and adapting to what I can do.

So here it is, as :iconlunaticlily13: asked : ''... Rick admitting that Evil Morty is possibly his real Morty and that he regrets leaving him to die in their original dimension''

Though I add Evil Rick, controlled by Evil Morty, ready to kill C-137 Rick. 

I actually like their expressions. With Morty crying of sadness and rage and Rick being speechless and in shame and might be about to cry in a few seconds (however he'd deny it, as always...?).

Again, sorry for the delay, I was so happy you came with me on that request and I didn't wanted to fail this.

Happy Shrug - Peridot Well, hope you like it anyways. 
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Hallowie29 Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much for the watch! Love 
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You're welcome! :D
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Thank you so much for faving :3
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You're welcome! <3
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Thanks for the fave! :)
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Sarasa224 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome! Thank you for the watch! =O
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Silvarebel Featured By Owner Edited Feb 17, 2017  New Deviant  Digital Artist
You're welcome! ^_^ Thank you for watching back :D
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Thank you for the faves!:) (Smile) 
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You're welcome! ^^ 
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Thank ya for the fave!! :meow:
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